Saturday, December 15, 2007
yer noe, i was rather sad just nw... nw too.. cried thrice today. y do we have to say gdbye? i really love my juniors and c.o. frens alot... noeing tt any1's sad or hurt makes me feel upset too.. i read maamaa's blog.. i didnt noe... i really didnt noe tt it's so bad. and there's nth i cn say to cheer him up... bt i do noe hw he felt when writing e poem.. reading e poem, i felt tears rolling down my cheeks... i remember my own old wound. i stared at e scar. it didnt fade away as i hoped it would.. but it's no longer tt painful.. i dun noe y i let peppermint do tis to mi.. or rather y i trapped myself like tt for these 3 pathetic years where i endured e pain quietly, at times, letting it go gently, to release myself, to go with e wind. was it worth it? no, i dun think so.. and yet e vicious cycle goes round and round. when cn i learn hw not to be a fool again?
i was bathing.. and i listened to two sad songs.. cried twice.. one of em was eason's 淘汰..
and i remembered e disneyland fireworks.. i cried when i watched e fireworks... maybe it's e music tt made me feel so happy, sad, loved, touched.. seriously, i always feel tt e disney characters loves me truly... and i love them too!:D
but when i remember e reality.. i just realise.. there can only be perfections in fairytales.. but wad can i ask for? i didnt tke pictures... for i feel tt it's more worth it to stand there and enjoy every single second and taste of it.. i'll always remember tt night.... i felt like a little child once again:)
loves.
Brilliant; spirited*
