Saturday, June 16, 2007
hi readers, *surprise surprise* i'm here to blog.
Many ppl complain tt my blog is collecting dust.. i shall admit it.. haha.. anw. i realised i'm e type who blogs only when i'm in extreme moods. such as, super shocked, super touched, super happy or whatever so i guess u cant jus expect me to b blogging often.. k? :)
Today, i had a very fun time visiting Yaqi with maureen. Yaqi's got a super duper obedient and cute dog. It's called chocolate:) *so sweetx* We had spent most of e time playing wif e dog, chatting, and listening to music.. plus complaining abt e rain tt doesn't seem to stop.. haha.. so we left at 5 plus, when e rain stopped.. (btw, e hamster is CUTE too! it sleeps coiling up into a ball at e corner~ so furry, chubby and CUTE! haha.. love it..) for some who still remembers yaqi (2E'05) and wonders if she's doing alright-- she's doing fine, concentrating on her EL currently.. Do wish her gd luck:)
Next, i went to PS to buy jiayi and nicole's prez.. I shopped around e 6storey building(or is it 5 storeys?) for 3++ hours in HEELS. Now, gals, one little tip.. nEVER shop in HEELS. If u do, you might have a slight back ache, extreme leg sore, and become abit mentally unstable.. haha...well.. tt's for me.. and also i went into 2 particular shops soo many timestt i think e sales assistants got abit fedup with me too.. lols... but really.. it's vERy tiring.. i was so tired tt i even went to e wrong MRT line... luckily i checked e board... so i took some escalators to e red colour North-?? line, where halfway i stopped in e middle of e stairs to rest(legs too sore).. so like after 10 seconds, e i continued my way towards a lovelY wall pillar for support, and made my way to e Train's door...
When i got on e train, there weren't any unoccupied seats, plus it's a crowded bunk... so i just stood aside, holding onto a lovelY metal pole for support(pillars and poles just seem extremely lovely when you've got a sore leg and can't find a place to sit..haha..) then there were 3 girls in green tshirts, joking ard beside me..(their voices are amazingly smooth and cool.. full of individuality..) anyway.. tt's nt e point.. we were on e MRT, when one of e passengers asit behind me started having a relapse... he was "vibrating". seriously, he really vibrated.. then stopped. then again, then stopped.. and continued afew times.. e uncle beside him was practically IGNORINg him and continued sleeping. E girls and i were like OMG. but nobody did anyting, so i went ahead and asked "excuse me?? ". no response. I repeated. still no response. Then e green- shirt gal beside me poked e man's leg and asked "excuse me?? " too.. STIll no response. SO we asked e auntie beside e emergency button to press e emergency button for help. she wave "no". we tried calling for his response. but he continued shivering unconsiously so much so, that his hp in his hands slipped away.. e "supposedly sleeping" uncle beside him, picked up e hp, put it back into his hands(-.- i didn't see if he con't sleeping) Anyway i was DESPERAte. and i started raising my voice to ask tt auntie to call for help, repeating myself like 3 to 5 times? then another uncle beside me said:"there's no button.." I was like.. "really???" then e green shirt gal said it's actually e one tt seems like a key slot, right above them. So e auntie finally pressed it. there were some classical music played instead. YEs, MUSIC. was it supposed to calm ppl down? then e music stopped and e auntie reported it. And e MRT which arrived at Bishan, stopped, and suddenly e green shirt gal said to her fren:"Mel, i've gta go" Then suddenly i'm like.. awoken and realised i'm shivering-- my legs, and jumped out of e MRT too.. luckily i was wearing jeans and nobody realised i was shivering.. then on our way out, e green shirt gal pointed for e station master, e bunk where e sick man was... then i went out of e platform......
I bought a yakult and chocolates to calm myself down. then i reflected abt e process on my way home on bus..... I've witnessed b4 a very bloody scene where ppl got hurt, & i was asked to call e police and ambulance for help. i trembled so much and got so tongue tight and "english- tight" tt i dun noe what in e world i was reporting to e receiver. so i got fedup and passed e phone to my sis instead.
E second scene was a heart attack if i'm not wrong. On e streets. I was on e bus... e bus driver stopped e bus to help but eventually had to come bck cuz e bus was blocking e traffic. i called for 995. I reported it as an accident. And e person asked me:"Did u see e vehicle no.?" so i said it's not a car accident, it seems like a heart attack. And e person said:"THEN U SAY IT'S AN ACCIDENT?" I was like, sory lor. my EL poor ma. but of cuz i didn't say that.. instead I apologised to him:|
Then, now this incident... For all three incidents, i think i shivered in every case. Can somebody teach me how not to shiver? Seriously. I think i won' ever b a doctor. Psychologist still suit me better. If i become a doctor, i'm gna b real scared at e sight of pools of blood and also, i think i'll even say an "o0ps" in e operation room while operating smeone, and scare e hell outta everyone(get e joke? imagine a doctor saying o0Ps in an operation..lols.) haha.. & i guess i'm a little afraid of blood. my legs will go weak at e sight of a pooL of blood..
Well, anyway, that's not all... at e bus interchange just now, i too witnessed a touching scene. A girl and a guy hugging just cuz his bus was arriving& they had to part for e day. I could tell tt they truly loved each other, from their eyes. Really. I used to believe in eternal love(Thanks to too many TV dramas) then i stopped believing. But i believed in e existence of true love but do not believe tt they last forever. Then stopped believing in any shit kinda love(between a guy and a gal) then NOW, after looking at them, i truly believe in such an existence again, but STILL i don't believe they last forever. I truly hope tt they will cherish e love tt they own now. I'll wish tt their love can last for very long. and never b sad IF they are separated.. meaning.. breakup.. but just remember e sweet memories. but i guess.. i won't b able to do it. I can't just remember e sweet things abt him. Somehow everything just screwed up. perhaps it's because we've all seen thru each other's true colors unconsciously. But well... nobody's perfect. neither of us. So just let it b gone with e wind and we'll move on with our separate lives, though now i'm very very scared of falling in love ever again. I'm not brave enuff to tke e blow of another failure no more. so i'll just wish others gd luck and b there for the ppl hu nids my tissue and support for them in case of smethng(u-noe-what..).*choy*. but of cuz i won't wish tt it'd happen to e others. cuz i noe e pain of e reverse.
Okay! i've gtg.
Don't worry, be happy!
Love,
boonie:)
Brilliant; spirited*
