Wednesday, November 17, 2004
sometimez even i oso dun understand myself.
and i do not at all understand my secondary school friends at all..
sometimes i miss my primary school friends so much that i will cry when i think about them..
Y? u muz be thinking.
y? ha.. y?
i dunno.
maybe b'coz i feel sad to be in MF?
isit because im neglected? or b'coz i feel that everyone around me are hiding their true selves?
i starting to stop believing in "true friends".
I always believe in "true friends" when i'm in my primary school.
But now i feel lonely in this sch.
I have lotsa frenz in this school. But.they r....
they ain't by my side when im feeling realli veri extremely low during a period of time in tis sch.
Y do i feel low?
coz someone tried to make my life miserable.
or did he/she/they did it without realising?
i dunno...
But sometimes i feel so lonely tt i'm afraid.
But, i have noone to tok to.
sometimes im neglected, and felt so lonely that i feel like shouting at ppl around me. To ask em if they truely understand me. i bet they dun. or they simply don't want to. They will think im crazy if i ask em such Qs. but tts wad i wanted to ask.
i wanna ask em y i feel so neglected, so lonely.
haha
wad e heck m i toking about..
Brilliant; spirited*
